Symptoms |
What It's Like |
| Persistent sad, anxious, or "empty" mood |
"My real feeling was just pure numbness. I just
couldn't feel happy. It was almost like I was
underwater with my eyes and ears shut off, and I was
just there." |
| Feelings of hopelessness, pessimism |
"When you're in the middle of it, you don't know
when it's going to end. You can't even see the light
at the end of the tunnel – it’s just not there." |
| Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, helplessness |
"You tell yourself that everything that you are doing
is wrong and that there's no possibility of
succeeding. If you're looking at changing your life,
you won't because you know you are going to fail." |
| Loss of interest or pleasure in once-enjoyable
hobbies and activities, including sex |
"You basically lose interest in everything and you
can't understand why." Individuals may not want to
do anything or see anyone. Things that would
ordinarily bring pleasure before now seem like just
one more burden to deal with. |
| Decreased energy, fatigue, being "slowed down" |
"Since I had the time, I had a list of little projects I
was going to get done at home. But I just didn't have
the energy, the motivation – the oomph." |
| Difficulty concentrating, remembering, making
decisions |
"I couldn't sit still for a minute or really do anything
that took any concentration." |
| Difficulty sleeping and early-morning awakening or
problems with chronic oversleeping |
"A good night's sleep was impossible. Sometimes I
would wake up in the middle of the night with my
mind racing. A feeling of hopelessness would just
constantly nag at me, and I couldn't get back to
sleep." |
| Reduced appetite and weight loss, or increased
appetite and weight gain |
"I didn't have any desire to eat. Food seemed to have
no taste." On the other hand, some people will
overeat because of frustration or misery. |
| Thoughts of death or suicide; suicide attempts |
"It's wasn't a matter of wanting to go out and kill
myself – it was more a matter or feeling I couldn't
stand the pain anymore." |
| Restlessness, irritability |
"I could never relax. I never felt rested. I felt angry at
myself for not being able to get things together on
my own." |
| Persistent physical symptoms that don't respond to
treatment |
Individuals may experience a wide variety of
physical complaints including stomachaches,
indigestion, constant headaches or other pain,
tightness in the chest, and difficulty breathing.
It's imperative to contact your physician for
evaluation and to include a discussion of both your
physical and your non-physical symptoms. |